“I believe in Christianity as I
believe that the sun has risen: not only because I see it, but because by it I
see everything else.” - CS Lewis
(Gospel text: Mt 8:5-17)
When Jesus entered Capernaum,
a centurion approached him and
appealed to him, saying,
"Lord, my servant is lying at
home paralyzed, suffering dreadfully."
He said to him, "I will come and
cure him."
The centurion said in reply,
"Lord, I am not worthy to have
you enter under my roof;
only say the word and my servant will
be healed.
For I too am a man subject to
authority,
with soldiers subject to me.
And I say to one, 'Go,' and he goes;
and to another, 'Come here,' and he
comes;
and to my slave, 'Do this,' and he
does it."
When Jesus heard this, he was amazed
and said to those following him,
"Amen, I say to you, in no one in
Israel have I found such faith.
I say to you, many will come from the
east and the west,
and will recline with Abraham, Isaac,
and Jacob
at the banquet in the Kingdom of
heaven,
but the children of the Kingdom
will be driven out into the outer
darkness,
where there will be wailing and
grinding of teeth."
And Jesus said to the centurion,
"You may go; as you have
believed, let it be done for you."
And at that very hour his servant was
healed.
Jesus entered the house of Peter,
and saw his mother-in-law lying in bed
with a fever.
He touched her hand, the fever left
her,
and she rose and waited on him.
When it was evening, they brought him
many
who were possessed by demons,
and he drove out the spirits by a word
and cured all the sick,
to fulfill what had been said by
Isaiah the prophet:
He took away our infirmities and
bore our diseases.
We may wonder what impels Jesus to
make this miracle. We so very often ask God to no avail, though we know He is
always listening! So, what happens, then? We may think we ask properly, but are
we sure we do it like the centurion did? His prayer is not selfish, but full of
love, humility and confidence. St. Peter Crysologus says: «The power of love
does not consider possibilities (...). Love does not discern nor ponders; love
does not understand reasons. Love is not resignation before impossibility, nor
does it get intimidated before difficulties». Is it like that, my prayer?
«I am not worthy to have you under my
roof...» (Mt 8:8). It is the centurion's answer. Do you feel this way? Is your
faith like this? «Only faith can explain this mystery. Faith is true knowledge,
the principles of which are beyond rational demonstration; for faith makes real
for us things beyond intellect and reason» (St. Maximus, confessor).
If your faith is such, then you are
bound to hear too: «‘Go home now. As you believed, so let it be (...)’ And at
that moment his servant was healed» (Mt 8:13).