Today at Holy Mass we hear in the Gospel of St Matthew the story of the disciples being tossed about in a boat on rough seas…Jesus walks on water and approaches the boat…”When the disciples saw him walking on the sea they were terrified. “It is a ghost,” they said, and they cried out in fear. At once Jesus spoke to them, “Take courage, it is I; do not be afraid”……While we are not fishermen and never experienced a violent storm at sea - We surely have experienced “turbulence” in life….The death of a parent - The loss of a job - Financial difficulty…It is in these moments that we too, like the disciples today in this story become afraid….Its very easy in these moments of life to ask - “Where is God?” - “Why is this happening"?.......And Jesus tells us as he did to the disciples….“Take courage, it is I; do not be afraid”….God’s ways are not our ways….As human beings, we all want to live comfortable lives - We want to thrive here on earth…This is a normal desire…However, God did not create us to be comfortable - He created us to be holy…And the process of sanctification is a “rocky road” indeed for us all…..Many times the trials we experience, which God permits in our life, are the periods of life in which we grow the closest to God - And in God’s eyes, that is more important then our comfort……Mother Teresa put it this way..….”‘If we pray, it will be easy to accept suffering. In all our lives, suffering has to come. Suffering is sharing in the passion of Christ. Suffering is the kiss of Jesus, a sign that you have come so close to Jesus on the cross that he can kiss you”…….Easier said then done!….But the closer we get to God, the more we “see” God working in and through our suffering - How he uses it to sanctify us….Only the Catholic faith gives meaning to suffering and as Mother Teresa rightful said - Every human being suffers!….And sadly, the secular world does not know how to cope with suffering - There is no internal mechanism, which assists a secular person in “dealing” with suffering…But as a Catholic, we know that nothing is wasted with God! - Not even our hardships…Because the “goal of life” is not an easy life - Its to get to heaven…And as a Catholics we know that we do not just “float” into heaven - We must be sanctified…And that takes time…Back to our story today from Mass…..Jesus eventually rescues the disciples who were terrified by the rough seas and the storm ended….So it is once again in our own life - ”Tough times” come and go…And with each passing trial is an opportunity to grow closer to God…..As a nun once told me…”Everything comes from the hand of God”….Even the “hard times” - God permits these “hard times” and if we pause and take the time, we will see in time just how God used a trial to help us to grow in faith…..The closer we get to God, the more we “see” God’s hand at work in our lives and in the world - Even in the worst of human tragedies and trials, God is present and working!
Immediately Jesus stretched out his hand and caught him, and said to him, “O you of little faith, why did you doubt?” After they got into the boat, the wind died down. Those who were in the boat did him homage, saying, “Truly, you are the Son of God.”
Why do “good people” have to endure trials?…A great question and one that many people ask….The answer is….We are not ready to stand before God - Even when we “think” we are!!!!…..Before we stand before the Beatific Vision, we must be purified….God uses everything in our life to sanctify us - Both the good times and the bad”……..I remember when I came home from college - I was lost!…..One chapter of my life had ended and I did not know what to do….It was at that moment that I turned to God - I made a Sacramental Confession and committed to living as a Catholic for real…Because before that moment, I was Catholic only in name, I never really practiced my faith….This “change of heart” only happened because of the trial I endured at the age of twenty-two years old…And if it was not for that “tough period” of my life, I would not be who I am today…It was through “fire” that God formed me…..Its easy now to look back and see the “hand of God” in my life during that difficult period - But when you are enduring trials, many times we are like a “blind man” groping in the darkness not knowing where to turn…..When those times in life take place - And they will - Spend time in front of the Blessed Sacrament….In the silence God will comfort your heart - He will give you his peace - And he will also give you his strength….God speaks to us in silence - He speaks to us in a “language” we will understand…..No human words can give comfort to certain trials we endure - Only God knows what to say - And we hear those words from God in silence when we sit before him……Eucharistic Adoration changes lives - It changed mine!
“After making the crossing, they came to land at Gennesaret. When the men of that place recognized him, they sent word to all the surrounding country. People brought to him all those who were sick and begged him that they might touch only the tassel on his cloak, and as many as touched it were healed”
Today at Mass we heard the story of Jesus walking on water and calming a storm, which terrified his friends…Some of the “storms” in life can only be “calmed” by God….Sometimes we put to much faith in men and in ourself……Some “storms” in life can only be “fixed” by God….And God is our father and did not leave us orphans!!…Even in the darkest moments of life - God is there…And in time - God will use those dark moments for a greater good….We must learn to “trust the plan”…Not “our plan” but God’s plan….Ultimately, the only thing that really matters is if we arrive in heaven and for that to happen, we need to be sanctified - And that as we all know is a process….God wastes nothing! - Everything we experience in life is used by God for a greater good….All for the salvation of our soul….But we must cooperate with God - Learn to trust him…..This is how we are transformed…..Steel is forged by fire - So it will be for us all…………JMJ